During a small impromptu meeting of Journals B in boss (Dr P)'s room...
Dr P: oh Andrew ah, you have to be very hardworking, like working 18 hours per day. Rocky
cannot work 18 hours per day because she plays piano...
Andrew: ...
Lakshmi: ...
Magdalene:...
Rocky:
(tsk!! so sarcastic...)------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
On another day when Andrew and Rocky talked about this...
Andrew: aiya why you let him know you play piano and cello~~ sshhh don't tell people I play violin hor~~
Rocky: ...
(ok lo I stupid...) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
是不是我笨？是不是我太憨直？还是我太张扬？？我一向是个很拼命的人，凡事我都会很想参与，参与后我会尽力做得最好。当前我全心专注着的，只有工作与音
乐。工作让自己觉得在社会上有存在价值，音乐让自己觉得生活与生命有价值，两者都不可少。当然，这两者间也要有一个平衡点，不能有冲突。虽然大多数时间主
要以衡量工作上的需要为主，但工作不可以是放弃音乐的唯一借口，不然生活真的很没有意思。我不容许自己这样错度生命。
说这句话的人，是站在老板的立场。在上位的人对下面的人说话时，往往话说得很容易，反正话只需经过嘴巴，不需考虑他人的感受。如果能达到经由说话打击别人自尊而能显示自己的“显赫”或“与众不同”的身份与地位，那就更好了是吗？
我承认很沮丧，而且感到很“伤”。我不是介意我每天做超时工做到三更半夜没有人 appreciate，我只是在乎我仅想保留的对音乐的小小执著被人如此诋毁。这是我的罩门，你最好不要再尝试挑衅这点，我已经被激怒了。
Leave me in peace!!
Leave me in piece!!有一点可以确认的是，有这样心态（要员工做足18小时工）的老板，我实在没有办法再帮他做下去。
此地不宜久留。下一片地，我一定要学乖。
Poor Guye sama...(sayang sayang)
ReplyDeleteDun be hurt by their stupid remarks la. Some people just talk without brains one. They see you participate in lotsa things and thought you "eng" & so become jealous. But what they din see is that you play hard & work hard too... Who else (except those of us who stay back for work too) knows that you work till(sometimes later than) 8pm? If they dunno this, then they aren't fit to criticise you. So, dun take it too hard, okie?
Oh pity, no way to link from your nuoz.multiply to here hoh?
ReplyDeleteI reply there liao le... and photo must import again, not auto one...
Ok I cut and paste my reply here...
此地不宜久留，外面的天空那么广阔，不怕没有留人处。
我们一起走吧！=)
Oh my photo still intact haha... How come nubi's photo missing?
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